I have had some very odd memory issues lately. It is scary I have gotten lost in my own city trying to find the dmv coming from a different direction like i really could not find it for awhile there. I think its the topamax. I take 250 mg. I had another super super scary incident this weekend that put me over the edge that i wont get into on here. I am lowering the topamax to 200 mg ultimate goal is 150 maybe even 100 mg.. This is my rant these drs. They dont even look for reasons for your migraines they just want to pump you full of medications and this is part of the reason why insurance costs are so high!!!! Before topamax was generic it cost the ins over $200 a month. Now its like $40 for a 3 month supply since I get in in the mail. Maxalt is soooooo expensive it costs $900 for a 3 month supply and this is amazing for me I have for the first time in forever I have made a 3 month supply last more than 3 months I am on my 4th month and I think I have 15 pills left. So I may get another month. So my eating and botox is working. But mostly my eating. Not one dr. EVER has suggested it could be ANYTHING other than DRUGS just throw more and more medication at me so that I am a walking zombie. So right now my life is a mess and it may or may not be related to the fact that I have had my brain messed up with all these drugs so that I can not think clearly and do things because am in a fog and have no memory. Now having migraines does this to me when they pound my head all the time the more they happen the more that I get brain fog BUT eating this way has eliminated that ALLOT! I was really getting my life together and now its all messed up. frustrating as all hell.
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