Fall is here and i guess with summer I have not written on here in a very long time!! I am in the middle of a very crappy very long migraine streak and it sucks. I saw the new neurologist in August and sure enough I was on way to much medication. So he lowered the topamax to 100 mg and the verapamil to 120 mg. When I went I was in a migraine streak do to hormones and lowering the meds oh God did not work well for me. He also added amitrpaline this was not something I did well on I was covered in bruises just covered and found that after being on it for 3 weeks I was very agitated it was terrible. So I do not take this any more. This is my second period with the lower medication dosage and this is sucky. The sesitivity has been bad and I can not get my neck to ease up and that darn muscle in my head to stop. The botox has worn off and again another nail in my coffin. Labor day Saturday we had a Halloween thing at our campground and I was an absolute mess I couldn't get out of bed it hit me around dinner time and I was done for the weekend. Sunday the sound and light sensitivity was out of control. This weekend was not as bad I had some fun stuff to do and that took my mind off things and I know that eating the way that I do eases this from my history I know how it can be even though it has been just sucky it would have been much much worse had I been eating the way I used to. Today is not good I did not sleep well last night but I have a feeling that I will get that part 2 of my period today that would fall into line with the timing. I am getting a massage tomorrow, I dont care if i have the money or not I need to stop this streak it has been about 13 days of nonstop headaches. I also think that I need to loosen up these muscles before I have botox again. The last time I had it it did not seem to work that well I truly hope that I am not getting so used to it that it will not work any more like everything else. I wonder if by having a massage 4 days after the injections I moved it too much and this affected it and perhaps this is why it did not work as well. The new dr. also said I was not getting enough units the Dr. here gives me 140 units the dr there said you should START with 200 units and he will go down my neck. I need it in my neck.
So a hot bath tonight and I pray i sleep well tonight and feel h