My life has been an extreme exercise in frustration lately. I have been looking for a new neurologist since umm January its now June one I tried in Feburary said they did not have openings until July and I freaked out because I was like OMG I can not live like this for that long ha the joke is surly on me! I tried one dr. that would not see me because of the city I live in..say what??? And one that said in Feburary that would see me but my fault I was feeling ok so months went by and until the headaches returned I didn't check up with the referral. Well my stupid doctor forgot to refer me oh great so now they have no openings for me yea awesome so they did send me a list of 3 neuro guys and I looked them up one had a bad rating one was full so they sent the referral to the 3rd and he wont see me because I have seen another neurologist really what the hell. My dr was like have you not heard of a second opinion?? So any ways I have an appt in July 3 weeks from now. I have decided to volunteer for an organization but now is the time to back out I truly can not make up my mind its a big commitment my husband and I have been fighting all day because I made a mistake at work because I got very spacy when I had a migraine coming on. I looked at my log I have had 22 migraines since april 7th, I am so tired of it all. I am so frustrated and just want to give up on everything. I think maybe volunteering may help me give my life more focus but it scares me to add more to my life until I can have more control. I hate that I have to work but I want to work how silly. I wish I could have a flexible schedule on these days that are so
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