I am feeling better but it was a long streak of feeling so tired and a variation of headaches from dull to bad. And for the first time in awhile I had the Tuesday where I had to nap at 11 before work. I am stressed to the max getting ready for christmas and I really shouldnt be I have it under control I know I have been exceptionally grumpy and on edge and ready to snap very easy. But also Since the week before thanksgiving I have not had much time to breath I tried to wrap presents the other day and got snapped at because we had to go to yet another christmas party and here is the thing if it was something for me he wouldnt have been ready on time would have made me late he always makes me late but because its something for him he is all antsy this is part of my stress. Chill this was an open house can be attended at any time let me finish what I was doing then i wrap yesterday and I have to take JAke to guitar constant interruptions with no help he could have offered to pick him up after I dropped him off so I didnt have to sit there for a half hour but nope it is always on me so this is my stress. Then we went to dinner with our camp friends and I always bring gifts for all of them but they dont do things for us and i have been to busy to do anything he was like I feel bad i said well I was going to make something but I just dont have time. If he would help me in the tiniest tiniest bits my stress would lift. I think my hormones are all over the place right now because I feel like I am right on the edge of screaming at all times. Plus there has been no down time and that does not help. I feel all this right in my head pressure. I see the botox is wearing off the wrinkles in my forehead are back and i knew that it was wearing off in the sides of my head because those muscles are back to being swollen and i have had dull headaches there so despite all the food changes I still need the botox but its ok it helps and that is the main thing I will have to call and that stinks because It will mean another week delay because he does the sh
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